can someone please tell me
that i'm not the only person that only wants someone or something they can't have?
especially wanting someone you can't have.
but with both things.
you know you can't.
they have told you.
or you have been told.
but you keep chasing.
you keep chasing someone you'll never catch.
something you'll never get.
people will roll their eyes at me
"You can't have him"
"you can't have that"
but i keep chasing.
sitting. waiting. wishing.
maybe that's just something about me.
i hate when people give up on me so soon.
and i hate when i give up on people.
i keep waiting for a change that won't come.
and isn't it just the worst when either one are just out of reach?
at one point in time, you could have had them. or it. or whatever it is.
but you missed it.
people want you.
they stand there and say so.
or show they do.
and they stand and wait.
even if for a short time.
practically holding their hand out to you saying,
"come on, let's go"
and you sit around wondering if you should go.
and by the time you decide you want to.
they've left.
